Lonely Nights

     I must say sitting at home alone gets very lonely and very boring at times. Even when Nathan is home he is doing homework, so that still leaves me to be pretty much alone. It is times like tonight that I really get anxious for the baby to come. I can't wait to spend what was once my alone time now with the baby. I can't wait to love them, read to them, and talk to them. It will be nice to share what is going on through my head with someone and since Nate is super busy, the baby will be a great alternative.
     However, I still have awhile until the little one gets here, so in the meantime I need to find something else to do with my time. I have considered getting another job, but since I am already halfway through my pregnancy that makes me working a lot, maybe to much. I sometimes search for more craft ideas, but then getting the energy to go and buy the proper materials is sometimes too much of a hassle. I have been shopping for baby clothes now that we know the sex, but I don't want to buy everything now when I still have 20 weeks to go. I sometimes bake, sometimes clean, sometimes nap and sometimes just stick to watching SVU.
     I am not a person that likes to sit around, I enjoy keeping busy. I just wish Nathan was not quite as busy so we could spend some more time together. I feel like there is no happy medium between his schedule and mine. I know I shouldn't complain because in the end, Nathan having his engineering degree will be very beneficial to him and our family. So, I guess if he is working on getting his degree then I need to work hard to stay positive for the baby's sake. I like the quote "all good things come to those who wait". If this is true, these lonely nights here and there will all be worth it in the end.